So most of you have heard that we lost our baby boy 9 days ago. It was the hardest day of my life. I had a full labor and delivery and Matt and I got to hold him for a few minutes. I was 15 weeks pregnant so he was about the size of my hand. I am trying to keep my head up but it is very hard. I know my angel is in heaven with Jesus but oh what I would give to have him here. I pray that God just helps our family smile again. I also pray that when we go to my Doctor appt. on the 20th that he have some answers. Matt and I still want to give Cayde a little brother or sister but I am still very shaken up by my experience. I think that if we have some answers it might help all my anxiety.
Thank you all for you thoughts and prayers...I know that I have amazing friends and family.
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