To my sweet baby in heaven,
I wish I could hold you one more time. I will never forget those few moments that we shared. Why you left us so soon I guess I will never know. It is 2 weeks today that I lost you and the pain is still so great! I just wish I could wake up from this nightmare and know that you are safe in my tummy. I will never know your laugh or your smile. I will never get to watch you while you sleep. I will never get to kiss you sweet little face. I will never hear you say mommy I wuv you. But I think what hurts the most is I will never get to watch you play with your brother Cayde. I would dream about that when I was pregnant with you! Now I am more lost than ever. Our plans and lives have come to a stopping point. My prayer is that you are safe in heaven with Jesus. Please hold him close for me till it is my time to come home. My sweet little boy never forget that mommy loves you. I will NEVER forget you! You will always have a piece of my heart.
With all my love,
Mommy
My heart is breaking for you...I cannot imagine your pain. Thinking of you today....
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